I spent some time last night in prayer, all alone, in the dark, on our wonderful porch. It was an awesome, peaceful time. God reminded me to use this time that I have to enjoy the blessings that he has placed in my life. He wants me to enjoy my little ones right now instead of trying to make decisions for them for their education (which we don't need to decide on til a year from now).
Robert is pretty clear about how he feels about what he thinks I can handle this coming year, so I need to just follow his lead and stop trying to make decisions based on emotions. He's usually right :).
I'm so thankful for such an amazing, wise husband :).